sw: 241CW: 227.6
gw1: 230 done!
gw2: 215
gw3: 200
ugw: 195.
Sad my ugw is some peoples starting weight.
Obviously I want to be lower than 195, I just have to think realistically. So 195 means out of the 200s. Lower BMI, and I will probably feel a lot better physically and emotionally.
BY THE WAY: This is my second blog {after my personal} so if you follow me on here I will have to follow you from my personal :)
So Over Fat
when it was OK for other people to give a fuck what other people looked like.
I was at work and this guy asked me if I’ve ever “considered losing weight” and gave me a weight loss business card…
That’s the number I have to lose to be considered {minimum} for joining the Navy Reserve. I have thought about this for a couple years now, and the fact that this college is not going where I want it to, I have decided to go for this. I have 70 lbs to lose before I can even think about MEPS but it’s fine. I have time to get everyone in my life comfortable with it. I chose the Reserves because I can do part time and still further education, etc. I have chosen either Nursing or Business management. Ironically I’m going for administrative business at school/interdisciplinary health so we’ll see. Just have to lose the weight first so I can go talk to a recruiter and get my life going somewhere.
This is how much I love ‘Merica. Cause I went to the Indy 500 looking like this. I guess this is the most up to date picture of me.
I love mapmyrun app like a lot. I’m sitting here ten minutes later with sweat still dripping on my face. Oh yeah and my team USA shirt on. Cause I love America… Disregard the lazy eye.. I don’t have my contacts in, hahahah. I just realized how bad it was. Ohwell.
I woke up at 5am because I forgot to set off my alarm, because I don’t work until 2pm today. And I was going to go running, but I heard cars driving by so I decided to just stay in bed. But I’ll go before work. I have time. Just a half hour out of my day. no big dea.
(Source: runsydney, via slowlydisappear)
I don’t know how I see people on here like “Oh I just ran 10 miles, or Oh I just ran for 75 minutes.”
HOW?
After about 30 minutes I get bored.
Is there any tricks/tips?
well I went running for 30 minutes. That’s 10 minutes more than the first time!
Some guy came to where I was running, saw me and turned around.. obviously intimidated! haha :)
Hopefully. If there is a lot of people there I won’t because yes I am self concious as EVER and I don’t like people looking at me run, even if they aren’t looking at me.
A coworker told me today, “They aren’t staring at you, and even if they are they will for about a minute, but WHO CARES. Fuck ‘em”. :)
